Part of my life was erased and added later with new faces,new things, and adventures since blogger was shut down in the country I live in.I learn to endure the most unbearable sorrows and enjoy the least delightful moment;magically,the rhythm of my life slowed down.Things I am trying to do become miscellaneous.I expect what happens next in the short life of human beings more eagerly than before.

Yifan,my uncle's son, is two years old now.He has been my companion in the weekends, and me his idol,from whom he imitates every alien gesture and sound which are different from his own.

Victor,plus Camilo were the new acquaintances,then,intimate pals.I need to chat with others if my old friends prefer to chat with their soul mates.=)

I have to study literature now,this time,George Eliot,a British Victorian writer,the author of Adam Bede.

See you.

Recovered again.I don't expect this at all. Having nothing,then,having everything may drive people mad.A bit exaggerated but funny.

I have decided to learn Literature and make it my major in the next ...,or, my whole life .BFSU is my ideal place where I can encounter many people who wrote the books I am now reading.It seems far beyond my approach.Also my interest in Literature has been roused less than a week.Difficult as it looks, I don't fear.I have got a different viewpoint of myself.So, there is no need worrying.

Books I read are written by Wu Weiren which are inherited from my dear father. I can say that he didn't study those books fully because only a few pages have underlined sentences.Last weekend, I booked two designated books required by BFSU.I have looked through the first one at my Uncle's.The other one,I was informed by my roomate of having arrived late today,has over 2600 pages.How thick!All about English Literature.

I believe after my thorough studying,I am able to swim freely in the beautiful sea of the best thing in the world-minds of great authors.

The perfect tomorrow is waving to me.It will not take me a long time.

I was recommended to log in a website by my oral English teacher,Precious Yamaguchi,which is Http://www.facebook.com
It is really cool, convenient and efficient.
If available,you may find me there and chat with me.Just add my name,Wang Lei,to the SEARCH gap.Then you can contact me and also see my photos and information of my teacher and friends.Have fun there.

I used to think that being fashionable,wearing long hair,earrings,necklace,etc harm my study,since these things may account for a large quantity of time and distract attention away.But one thing I forgot was that I am a girl at such an age desiring BEAUTY and GOOD EXPRESSION on others.Why I was always repressing my internal desire and human instinct?

As a college student now,I am not that kind of girl like before who often obeyed and said nothing, uncritically satisfying other people rather than my own thought.I am feeling utterly tired.
Of course,I will stick to basic rules of being a good girl and an amiable person,which is quite a truth my family and companions know clearly.
Accurately,I don't want to renounce the whole self of me.I just need a specific change or turning point to bring the new back to myself.I'd like to gonna shine and more individual.-XUAR

"Sweet Burdens"

Every one of us possesses sweet burdens for my money.Believe it or not?

When we began breathing the fresh air for the first time,naturally a sweet burden fell upon our parents.We were involved in their life,and from that time on,"the heart only for you" has become "for you and our child".My roommate Becky once quoted that girls were the lovers of their fathers' in the previous life,while boys their mothers' .An atheist as I am,this sentence does indicate our relationships with our parents.

Growing to our adolescence,our ideal girl or boy and those who regard us ideal ones are sweet burdens that seems like special "pills" with bitter coat but sweet core.Happiness,desperation and embarrassment are all gathered there.

Ages slipping by,our children are born;parents become old.Decades later,we turn our children's sweet burdens.

Here comes to a loop in which our status alters.If skipping any of these periods,we are likely to be seen as incomplete and abnormal.

I will go through all of them in time.Please allow me to stay longer as a sweet burden.-Snow of XUAR

A Stitch in Time Saves Nine
I came upon this proverb in the junior high school when my appreciation only stayed at its literal explanation and a little story concerning a pocket with a hole on it.Nothing more.Yet,less than a year,I tested this sentence through no design of my own.
Herpes taught me.Not until the doctor told me it was infected did I perceive its seriousness and regret evading seeing him for a week.What was worse,the skin disease affected my performance in the Access Examinations to the senior high.
However,my nightmare continued.Measles had joined in and cast its spell on me,too.My body itched all over.An hour ago,I flung myself to a clinic determinedly withstanding the rain.Each itch are reminding me of such a saw:"A stitch in time saves nine." -Snow of XUAR

Happiness

The day before yesterday,I asked my friend D.T. about his definition of happiness.He responded that this question was rather difficult.Is it difficult?What is the exact meaning of "happiness"?Does it possess similarities with the sense of "belonging" and "security"?Every minute we are likely to encounter this or that problem,how to quench our internal fear and worry?

Wang Ping's case might be a good example,I think.Mature enough,Wang,like a brother,provided me with constructive suggestions whenever I turned to him for help.From this,I opine that maturity may be the killer of our fear and worry for the possible misfortune on the way,for it means the ability of shouldering the responsibility,always being calm in case of big events,and seeking solutions in case of failures.

Only maturity is not adequate.Next we should master is to care our motivation of happiness. I call that "happy elements" which can be either people or things.Let's take Wang's example again.His "happy element" is a girl,also my classmate,whom he wants to know about more and whose faculties he admires to the letter.This is just a specific aspect.To be wider,"happy elements" are the harmonious relationships between us and people or things around-sharing,finding other people's excellence,setting about fulfilling our tasks,and attaining success at the same time.

Recording "happiness" is in a sense a certain kind of "happiness",too;thus,Snow of Xinjiang Uygur Autonomous Region is happy now,and she feels no fatigue.

D.T.'s viewpoint:"Everything should be discussed comparatively.And bitterness is the mother of happiness.If someday you were the daughter of God,everything would be in you hand,but your life would be hideous.We should continue working,studying and living. Yes,it will have troubles here and there,but they are inevitable.Happiness exists in the process of finding solutions to troubles.So,don't be afraid you will lose it.It is like a pendulum: only if it swings upwards can it go downwards,then you are in a position to feel the happy minutes."

(photo from Baidu)

In this Spring Festival,a piece of news on CCTV5 about Guo Jingjing,the renowned and contentious diver in China,attracted me,and informed me of the pressure and toughness in her passionate field.

"I want a quiet and peaceful diving board!"was declared by Guo after an annual award on sports,due to the overblown reports by the media.In this instance,media or other disturbance have in a way deprived the freedom from our athletes.

With regard of me,till now,I have no such problems.First,I am not a prominent person.Second,I have now been a sophomore,the golden time,or rather,the free time without many restrictions.To some extent,I am lucky enough!

Message from Leisure in Huayin,Shaanxi Province.
I'm doing great these days at my aunt's.It is a long time since I wrote this blog.A bit strange:>
First I'd like to show my heart-felt thanks to my friends Ping and Chunyan for their miss and greetings.Ping is still in Xi'an during the winter vacation attending computer training courses,and intends to return in a week.Chunyan has good news:she made her hair straight again in the downtown of Xianyang,which she treasures so much.
Next inform you MORE of my trail.Huayin,an enchanting place,where I am now staying ,brings beauty at home.She selfishly dominates the heart of Huashan Mountain,one of most renowned mountains in China,which is prejudiced by many girls,me included.I came here to find what tractions,or else ,mantra she owns.
On the roof of my aunt's apartment,I am able to see Mount.Huashan clearly and it saves me from paying the ticket fees.Watching a mountain is not the same as climbing a mountain.Just a look on Huashan,and I can feel his powerful stamina.If climbing it,this feeling must be truer,I think.Yes,my friends and I have already determined to. Want to join us?Don't swither to contact me.
MY GREETINGS:Chinese Spring Festival is approaching.Be ready to receive my wishes no matter where you are.Happy New Year to all of you,to chumly and his family members especially.
Best wishes from China.